hey

World of Dance was pretty cool, ain't gonna lie. ^^ Thank you, Christine, for being my date! haha Michelle and John, y'all are weird and funneh as always XD and oooolaaalaaaaaa for Alex and Lisa eh?! teeheee. I just uploaded all the pictures onto my computer so they'll be up on facebook or something soon ok? As well as the rest of the videos! Oh and Christine! I won't upload the picture of you sleeping ^^; ...we'll look back on it and laugh in a couple years. Cough cough

I dunno where else to talk about stuff so.....I think I'll just do it here, yeah?

I been kinda down lately. I dunno whyy...just feel kinda left out / forgotten about, I guess. Not by you guys!!!!!!...kinda by my sister and Cindy and Richard and Gordon....sometimes I feel like they'll wanna hang out, but because I'm Gordon's gf, they HAVE to invite me. It's come down to the point where I don't wanna really hang with them anymore. There's a camping trip planned mid-August for all of the couples or whateverr but I honestly don't feel like going.

I'll admit.....I'm having crazy thoughts. It's not just that stuff I just mentioned....I've been down, in general, about a lot. Every little thing is making me hate myself and I kinda wanna leave this place.

I'm sorry that y'all had to hear about this. But I didn't know where else to go.

I love you both. Thank you for always being there for meeee.